Have you ever feel that you are so happy being early adult ( 18-20s years old ) ? When your parents doesn't underestimate you anymore?. When you can do whatever you want? I feel happy and free. But in the other hand, I realize that I will stand on my own feet. I have to work to fund my own needs. I will marry and have a baby. I have responsible for ( the rest of ) my life ! Who wants to live happily and no regret? Everybody does, right? Me include.
I like my college life but I also want to graduate and get a job but then I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will not get my dream job. I'm afraid that I can't pursue my dreams. I'm afraid that I can't fulfill my child's needs someday. But I don't want to live as college student for my entire life.
This is crisis make me stress and then I pray. May He answer my pray :) amen. Then I polish my nails, maybe it will boost my mood. I polish it with pink and mint colour. Just like my currently feelings, it has two sides.
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