Quarter Life Crisis or Mid-life Crisis is a condition when you feel doubtful & afraid being an adult. It commonly attacks to late teen ( 20s years old ).
Have you ever feel that you are so happy being early adult ( 18-20s years old ) ? When your parents doesn't underestimate you anymore?. When you can do whatever you want? I feel happy and free. But in the other hand, I realize that I will stand on my own feet. I have to work to fund my own needs. I will marry and have a baby. I have responsible for ( the rest of ) my life ! Who wants to live happily and no regret? Everybody does, right? Me include.
I like my college life but I also want to graduate and get a job but then I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will not get my dream job. I'm afraid that I can't pursue my dreams. I'm afraid that I can't fulfill my child's needs someday. But I don't want to live as college student for my entire life.
This is crisis make me stress and then I pray. May He answer my pray :) amen. Then I polish my nails, maybe it will boost my mood. I polish it with pink and mint colour. Just like my currently feelings, it has two sides.
Have you heard this Turkish Proverb?
Tell Me who your friend is and I'll tell you who You are.
I definitely agree with this quote. You will only fit with someone who have a similar attitude / personality / hobby / dream etc. Thus your friend reflect your personality. For example, just like lion and deer. Lion will only with other lions. Deer will only with other deer. Bad people will only fit with bad people and so does good people.
Anyways, as time goes by I find myself want to be alone. I don't know why but I like to be alone.
I like to meet new people, I like to have a new friend. But I prefer to be alone. Alone doesn't mean lonely. Alone means that you can't hurt other people and vice versa. Although we don't mean to hurt someone but we always do. Sometimes, I'm afraid that I hurt my friend with my words or my behavior.
One day you'll meet a guy. And ultimately, he's going to find out. How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smile at every point in the day. How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy. How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your photos. He's going to know everything about you. And you know what? He's still going to love you.
